He Is Sooo Beautiful
I love you Austin!
Originally uploaded by Mistress Tootie Belle.
I never want to make a drive like that again. I am in the world's biggest "Duh..." mode right now. But oh, it was worth it. It was so worth it. Because he is so beautiful and I cannot believe how much I love him.
I never knew it was possible to fall in love with someone you just met. And I have never seen my sister look like that. At one point when I was there yesterday, she was just looking at him and I could tell she just loved him so much. Austin, born at 10:49 A.M., April 24, 2005. I am 20 years and 10 days older than him. And even though Zach doesn't like me calling him this, he is my Jammy (for his initials). As soon as I heard it was a boy, that's what I knew he was to me. Although they are going to call him Austin, he's already been christened "Little Burrito Man," because he loves to be swaddled (and Melissa stinks at it. But she'll get it).
I think I took over 60 pictures of him yesterday. I miss him already. He is so calm and he falls asleep when he eats, which is often! I don't know how long this goofy mood will last, but I love it. And I love my Jammy. So much I can't say.